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Sunday, March 22, 2009, 7:31 AM
I'm becoming human :)
Honestly, before the recollection, I told myself not to cry during the recollection thinking that it's so corny or whatsoever! I find it corny to cry. Because...well, it's the nature of life. I believe that we must part ways in order to grow. But I think I was totally wrong thinking that it's corny to cry. Because, I cried! :) I cannot anymore hold my tears when a crying friend hugged me. When he hugged me (Bryan Tuy), I realized what I'll be missing during HS life. my experiences, my alma mater, jammings, sleepovers.. And of course... My family and friends. AND because of that crying incident... I proved to them and even to myself that I have feelings too... hehe' Accepting the fact that Graduation is just few days to go, I'm already thinking what will be my college life. A life away from my friends and my family. A life without all the things I'm used to. And a life with new environment and surrounding people. Considering that new changes that will gonna happen soon, I'm extremely excited yet extremely afraid! But I should not be afraid.... Because I know that my family and friends are always there to support me even if they're far from me and also because God's always there to guide me :) Friday, March 20, 2009, 6:16 AM
Manhid!
Am I really NUMB ?! ( mayong kafeeling-feeling as others said) I guess not! maybe, My way of speaking is not that good. My way of speaking is not OA as others. I'm not emotional. I'm not affectionate. I'm not fond of telling "I love you". I'm not fond of hugging people. I'm not over acting. I'm not plastic! I'm not one of those pa-tweetums and epals. I'm not flirt. My reason?! I'm reserving my emotions to those things that are worth my feelings :D I also want those people whom I loved, whom I love, and whom I'll love, to feel my deepest sincerity and care. So kindly shut up if you don't have good ideas to tell! because I think it's the other way around.. Who's more numb?! Think again. Monday, March 16, 2009, 3:33 AM
BCOZ I'm stupid!
Because I'm Stupid SS501 Nae meoriga neomuna nappaseo Because I am too stupid Neo hanapakke nan moreugo I have no one besides you Tareun sarameun pogoittneun neon You, who is looking at someone else Ireon naema-eumdo moreugettji Dont you know how I felt? Neoui harue naran eoptgettji There isnt me in your days Tto chu'eokjoch'a eoptgettjiman And not even having any remembrance Neoman paraman pogoittneun nan Me, who looking at you whom I am yearning for Chakku nunmuli heureugoisseo Always shed tears Neoui dwaetmoseubeul poneungeotdo nan haengbokiya It is my happiness even to be looking at your back Ajik naui ma-eumeul mollado You still dont know how I felt Kkeutnae seuch'ideusi kado In the end, you go past me Niga neomu pogosip'eun nalen In the days where I miss you very much Neomu kyeondigi himdeul naleneun In the days where I suffered the pains Neoreul saranghanda ipgae maemdola I love you whirls near my mouth Honja dasi tto CRYING FOR YOU alone yet again Crying for you Honja dasi tto MISSING FOR YOU alone yet again Missing for you Baby! I love you! I'm waiting for you! Baby! I love you! Im waiting for you! Neoui harue nan eoptgettji There isnt me in your days Tto kieokjoch'a eoptgettjiman And not even having any memories Neoman paraman pogoittneun nan I am looking at you whom I am yearning for Honja ch'ueokeul mandeulgo isseo Making the memories on my own Naegen sarangiran areumdaun sangch'eokat'a Love is like a beautiful wound to me Neoui yeppeun misoreul poado Even when I see your beautiful smile Hamkke nan utjido mothae I am unable to laugh with you Niga neomu saenggaknaneun nalen In the days where I think of you a lot Kaseum sirigo seulp'eun naleneun In the days where my heart is cold and sad Niga pogosip'ta ipgae maemdola I miss you whirls near my mouth Honja dasi tto CRYING FOR YOU Crying for you alone yet again Honja dasi tto MISSING FOR YOU Missing for you alone yet again Baby! I love you! I'm waiting for you! Baby! I love you! I'm waiting for you! Bye, bye, never say goodbye Bye bye never say good bye Ireohke chapji mothajiman Though I am unable to hold you like this I need you amu maldo mothae I want you I need you, I am unable to say anything, I want you, Paraedo dasi paraedo I wish for and wish for it again Niga neomu pogosip'eun nalen In the days where I miss you a lot Neomu kyeondigi himdeul naleneun In the days where it is very cold and sad Neoreul saranghanda ipgae maemdola I love you whirls near my mouth Honja dasi tto CRYING FOR YOU Crying for you alone yet again Niga neomu saenggaknaneun nalen In the days where I think of you a lot Kaseum sirigo seulp'eun naleneun In the days where it is very cold and sad Niga pogosip'ta ipgae maemdola I love you whirls near my mouth Honja dasi tto CRYING FOR YOU alone yet again Crying for you Honja dasi tto MISSING FOR YOU alone yet again Missing for you Baby! I love you! I'm waiting for you! Baby! I love you! I'm waiting for you! Sunday, March 15, 2009, 6:06 AM
after all the hardships! XD
Habang ngbbrowse ako ng mga blogs, nakita ko ang pinost ni Rica tungkol s UPCAT... haayyy.. kung sa kanya ay hirap na hirap syang mapilit ang kanyang parents na papasukin sya s UP, eh baliktad ata sakin.. excited pa nga sina mama at papa at maging ang mga kapatid ko na makapasok ako sa UP dahil madadagdagan ang kanilang mga rason pra makapasyal sa Manila.. sabi pa nga ng ate ko sakin, everytime raw na uuwi ako dito sa Naga ay dapat may pasalubong ako sa kanila kahit daw dress or clothes lng.. ang sabi ko nmn.. ANO KA!!? akala mo mn matrabaho ako duman?? maklase po tabi ako.. pasalubong-pasalubong ka dyan.. hehe' tama naman diba?! hindi nmn ako doon magtatrabaho, mag-aaral kaya ako! Ang pasalubong ko n lng sa kanila ay ang walang kamatayang buko pies at Mulach's pastries.. haha' Pero alam mo ba na grabe ang pinagdaanan ko maka-entrance test lng sa UP... grbe.. tandang-tanda ko pa ang araw na yon eto ang story.. The night before the submission of requirements ng UPCAT, ni-ready ko na ang pics na kailangan... linagay ko iyon sa aking wallet at excited pa nga ako kinabukasan.. after that night, SUBMISSION DAY na! sumakay ako sa tricycle (sa likod ng driver) papuntang skul at nang bababa na ako, kinapkap ko ang aking pocket and to my surprise, whaaaahhhh!!!! nawawala ang wallet ko na may picture na kailangan ko on that day! hinanap ko na sa bag ko pro wala tlga.. mapraning-praning tlga ako noon.. sa sobrang kapraningan, umutang ako ng pera para pamasahe.. binalikan ko ang lugar kung saan ako sumakay ng tricycle at hinanap ko ang wallet.. huhu siguro, kung makikita mo ako, maaawa ka tlga sa akin dahil pti nga ang ibang tricycle drivers doon ay ng-offer na ng help. yung isa pa nga, pinasakay ako sa motor niya at nilibot namin ang rutang dinaanan ng sinakyan ko papunta sa skul dahil baka nahulog..pro wala kming nakita.. huhu' nakakahiya p dahil maraming skulmates ang nakakita sa akin na umiiyak.. :( ![]() kya nagpababa n lng ako sa harapan ng subdivision namin para umiyak sa bahay! haha joke lng! ang totoong sadya ko sa bahay ay kumuha ng pera para mgpa-pic n lng uli.. akala ko ay wala na sa bahay si mama, pro hindi pa pla pumapasok s office kya sermon muna ang nakuha ko.. cguro, mga 7:20 am plng noon kaya dali-dali tlga akong pumunta sa shop kung saan ako ngpapic dati pra mgparecopy n lng.. (nka uniform pa ako nyan) pro 9 am pa sila mgbubukas.. hay! pinilit ko pa nga c kuya na mabilis nmn lng ang ipapagawa ko pro ayaw nya tlga.. praning n tlga ksi ako nun eh! hehe' kaya bumalik n lng ako sa bahay para magbihis at naghintay n lng akong mag alas-nuwebe para makapa pic sa ibang shop dahil nahihiya na ako doon sa dti.. hehe' sa wakas! nakapa pic na rin ako pro kaso lng.. maga ang aking mga mata sa pictures dahil sa kaiiyak!!! pro ok lng yun sa akin, bsta maka-submit lng ng pic.. Pagdating ng pagdating ko sa skul ng afternun, nakita ko agad ang pinsan ko sa corridor.. sabi nya yung wallet ko daw nakuha na at nsa bag ko na.. hindi nmn ako naniniwala dahil baka niloloko lng ako pro nang pagtingin ko sa bag.. yung wallet ko nandun na!!! maiyak-iyak ako uli noon.. hindi ko alam kung tears of joy yun or tears of pity! Joy dahil hindi nawala ang wallet ko.. Pity dahil nakakaawa at nakakatawa ang mga pinagdaanan ko.. haaiisstt.. Sabi sa akin, nakuha daw ng isang teacher ng NCF ang wallet at binigay n lng sa isang skulmate para ibalik sa akin.. mabuti n lng at yung binigyan ng wallet ay kapatid ng classmate ko.. iyan ang END ng story ng picture sa wallet ko na requirement sa UPCAT.. everytime na natatandaan ko yan, natatawa n lng ako... tpos siguro dahil na rin sa pangyayaring iyon , biniyayaan ako ni God at pinasa ako s UPCAT..:) (uuhhmm.. nagpapraktis ng mg-tagalog!! hehe) nang malaman kong nawala ang pic ko, sinabi ko sa sarili ko na baka hindi tlga destined sakin ang UP.. pro na realize ko na susuko na lng ba ako ng ganun lng.. pano kung test lng iyon? kaya I made my own DESTINY :D DON"T GIVE UP!!! AJA! , 4:29 AM
Cutie XD
During the mass together with my sisters, Jo and Diane, I saw two lovely baby boys... ![]() They're so cute and adorable. I wanted to hug them and pinch their cheeks. I wanted to carry them.. haayy.. I want to babysit a cute little boy! It's okay also if it's a baby girl but I prefer more baby boy because I never had an experience babysitting a boy :D After the mass, we went to E-mall. It's so crowded! As in! Maybe if one person will attempt to go in, the mall might crash :D ![]() It's crowded maybe because there's a dancesports competition happening in the ground floor. I also got irritated because when we were going down through an escalator, the people in the end were not moving because they were so fascinated at the competition. So, we almost tripped at the floor. (sigh) (maray n lng ta may balance ako.. haha!) After buying groceries, we went again upstairs. While we were going upstairs in a crowded place, the ice cream of a little boy touched the arm of Jo.. haha! So the arm of Jo had white sticky ice cream.. hehe ![]() Luckily, Jo was not in bad mood... or else!!?? Jo might taray2x to the boy.. hehe But wait!!! I think these STAMPEDE will never happen again after APRIL.. Because... tadan! SM NAGA! hehe Saturday, March 14, 2009, 5:23 AM
WINTER WONDERLAND
..uuhhmm.. gusto kong maka experience ng winter.. tpos ma iceskating with my friends and family.. tpos gusto ko ng mgpa korea.. hehe gro kya magayunon.. ![]() cutun pti ang mga bado nnda, makakapalun tpos colorful!! weehh!! kung magamit k mn kya kyn dgdi, garo ka kapay! tpos baduyon pa.. maray pa sainda.. mayong pkiararaman ng mga bado, mski patong2 ok lng.. ![]() pro! dai ko mn ipapalit ang own country ta.. enjoy mn bga dgdi s Philippines.. hehe (baka kya may maanggot sq!) haha PROUD TO BE AN ASIAN! :) Friday, March 13, 2009, 3:18 AM
nakakasuya kya ta may natatandaan ako ki lee min ho. grr! tno daw? makasuyaon.. huhu pro tno sya?! bakit!? haayy.. :C pro aram ko mn na dai pwede.. shux! naririsa na ang pg-kaadik.. hehe pro ok lng.. c tugang ko iyu mn.. haha wait me there in Korea ^-^ (mau n lng mgkontra :P) Thursday, March 12, 2009, 6:19 AM
DAYDREAMING
It seemed a very long day today... I was absent this morning in school. But I think it was just ok because my friends said that they did nothing and they were very bored.. As in they were bored to death! :D And it was very OK for me because I used that hours for watching BOF episodes 6-9! Imagine that! I'm already in episode 9.. (whuhaha) and I can't longer wait to watch the next episodes! Actually I almost forgot that I'll have to go to school in the afternoon. it's almost 12 at noon but I was still in front of the monitor watching my love! haha but I got a text message from erron (actually, shyne texted me and not erron).. that we have a pictorial for the junior eagles club this afternoon. so nagdali2 akong mgkarigos tpos mgkakan para dai malate kdtong hpon.. hay pagal! Surprisingly, when I came to school, the guard did not give me the magic piece of paper (u know what i mean) it was a big relief! because I don't want my good moral character to be in state of calamity.. hehe But when I was already inside the classroom, I wanted to fly back to our house!! Imagine a classroom filled with people whom you can't talk to some were listening in their i-pods.. some were reading books.. some were sleeping.. when I saw that scenario, I want to cry out loud! If I didn't go there, maybe I already finished watching BOF episode12.. But Even if I was in the school, my mind keeps on daydreaming about lee min ho and kim bum! (my future husbands) haha After the long boredom in school, we had a pictorial.. (as if we were models.. haha) and after that we went to E-mall to have some scary chitchats and of course, our main purpose ---to buy SUNDAE! XD [I'd surely miss this barkada's jamming.. :(] but as we (me and shayne) walked to our destination ( jeep) haha I realized something.. In life, it's not always a happy ending and not all fairy tales come true... Wednesday, March 11, 2009, 4:29 AM
I love boys over flowers!!! gwapuhon c lee min ho tpos c kim bum!!! mga future husbands ko.. haha ngbabalik na naman ang pgka-adik ko s korean drama... magayunon tlga.. pro korean version mn lng kng meteor garden ang boys over flowers.. pro mas aki kya ang bida dgdi tpos cuteon pa.. hehe www.mysoju.com ----> list of korean dramas care to watch it? watch na! Tuesday, March 10, 2009, 7:51 PM
NO CLASSES!
I thought I'll love this day because there's no classes but I guess I wasn't right after all.. because I'm super duper Bored! ................................................................................................. Friday, March 6, 2009, 3:43 AM
BUGS LIFE! :)
BUGS' LIFE!!! Our Visual Basic activities this last quarter had some twists. FIRST: Bryan joined our team (me and Rani) . His former team had no computer to use so they separated ways and joined other groups :) We were so fortunate that Bryan joined us because his ideas were SO great and helped us a lot to make a program. SECOND: We had so much fun making the activities because we made the activities in our house. Erron, from the other group, helped us also and taught us how to write codes . These activities served as our bonding moments especially graduation is fast-approaching. Speaking of codes... These activities are not that "easy". We encountered bugs that almost made us lose hope. But these bugs will not be corrected if we will not find the solution. So, we open our eyes (literally) and try to check the codes one by one. One example of these bugs is Run Time error. We often encountered it because of carelessness in the codes. One example is the end part of the location of the image e.g.("C:\Documents and Settings\Marou\Desktop\Folder\yellow.jpg) We should be watchful especially if it is jpg, icon or others. Also, if the codes are mispelled and do not match the name of the event, this kind of error will occur. Another is the Compile Error. We faced many compile errors in Visual Basic (SUPER!).We encountered it in the "ElseIf" statement. The word "ElseIf" should have no space or else it will not work. The position of the codes must also be well -written to avoid this kind of error. If it must have "quotation mark", well, write it! We must always cautious in writing the codes. Truly, Codes are really very sensitive. :D So We advise you to be very vigilant everytime writing the codes. THIRD: I realized that VISUAL BASIC is not just patience... In fact, It is a skill! One must study first the basics and rules of creating program. Programs are not just made by luck! We must be able to comprehend the conditions and the guidelines in writing the codes. We must be PATIENT, IMAGINATIVE, SKILLFUL and of course, OPTIMISTIC that the program we're working will have a good outcome! "Writing program is like driving our lives. It's on our hands if we will DEBUG our lives or just lose hope and just END it." Monday, March 2, 2009, 3:33 AM
One week na exam!
Last week mi na ni na mg-exam during High School.. ibig sbihun, ma buh-bye na.. aayyy.. :( pro aus lng, ma hello nmn kmi sa new kabanata kng buhay. yeah. pagal na daw ang mata ko pro dai p nggad ako nghahali sa harap kng computer.. cguro, mga 6 hrs na ako nkababad dgdi.. tpos feeling ko, feeling ko tlga, malakas na feeling tlga, na atsan pa ako mkakahali bcoz dai p ako nkakapuon s projct s MATh. haha.. haaiisst.. grbe, matatapos n lugod ang pghihirap s HS saka mn ako tghurugakan,, kasubgo pln na aga, ibahun ang pgmati ko. sori ki bryan, rani, shyne, and ibang mga nakasalamuha ko kasubgo, dahil gro sako ngkaawararaan gana mg muvi marathon.. sori tlga! pngkapay tlga! ay eu p pln! dai pa kmi tpos mggbo sa TLE...waahh! pro ok lng yn, madali nmn lng matapos. :D bsta ang msasabi ko lng.. pro makulog n tlga ang mata ko.. tno mn daw kya ako ngsusurat p dgdi.. dapat gibuhon ko na ang sa math pro mau p kya ako s mood eh. hala ako! bka maraot ang mata ko tpos pasalmingon ako ni mama.. waahh! sana dai mn. bka mgmukhang betty n tlga ako kyn. tsk! cge, hnngng dgdi n daw. maggbo n tlga ako sa math. bye! Sunday, March 1, 2009, 5:32 AM
tOgeThEr AgAiN..
Ngpa st.joseph school kya ako ngunyn. Foundation day. March 1. grbe.. akala ko dai na nnda ako papansinun pro I was wrong. nkakaoverwhelm. yeah! magayunon sa feeling na mgbalik sa almamater mo kng elem. tpos ma rereunite kmo kng elem. friends mo.. :D dakulon ngbago. ngbago ang skul, ngbago ang mga tao.. bsta! ibahun na gbos.. tpos nglangkaw pln ako.. hehe mas halangkaw n kya ako s frnds ko na dati mas halangkaw cnda sko.. hehe makasuyaon lng kya ta ng-uran kng madali ng matapos ang program. makahirakun lugod c mga aking ngkabarasa. tpos c iba, na postponed pa.. haayy.. wawa mn nnda. (gro mayong exam saaga! haha) |
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